| I am so fucking screwed up.
Am looking forward to bible study in sch tmrw I need God to help me and guide me.
I've been hiding too much.
I'll be fine. Soon.
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| My cousin is now a doctor.
Srsly. This is the nth relative who is a doctor.
Annoyed.
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| Sigh I emptied my whole wallet already): I went to buy things for sch. The stupid bio book is $79.20 and it is very very heavy. Even if I buy it I won't carry it around so I shouldn't buy it. I can go to the library to zap the necessary pages. I am a thrifty person. HAHAHA. Ytd I made my OG walk from Bishan mrt back to sch with me because I wanted to save 45c! I told them I'm poor then I got scolded for having an iPhone.
Eyes dried up during the party ytd so I took off my contacts and walked around looking like a nerd. HAHA
Didnt bother to change into my blue shirt cause I didnt want to dirty it HAHA.
My uncle is back): But okay la at least the first thing he said when he saw me was to mention that I did the whole family proud and I am very smart HAHAHA. But my whole house reeks of cigarette smoke now I hid myself in my room (:
The scrapes on my knee are not healing because everytime I bend my knee then the scabs tear ): Esp when I climb escalators and stairs. I can't help it okay I think it's stupid to stand on the escalator alone and wait for it to move slowly. So waste time.
Time is precious!! Hahaha imagine if I save a minute from every hour, one day I save 24 minutes. 1 week later I save 168 minutes. That is enough time to watch a movie and go to the toilet after that to pee. Not bad right.
Saw mr tyh in sch ytd yay for familiar face! Hahaha I'm so happy to be able to tell him that I'm happy in my new sch!! Hahaha I was so worried pls but my og ppl are cool and my classmates are q nice. Ytd my og had lunch at S11 at Bishan and I wanted to visit Bishan gay but he wasn't around ): Stupid mingchan keeps bullying me. Haozhi keeps laughing at me. Jiayun keeps teasing me. I am so poor thing.
The guys who shared a table with me kept making jiayun liting duxuan and I laugh so so much. I barely finished my noodles as a result because my stomach was hurting. I've learnt that ri boys are very perverted!!!!! Omg and I alw thought they were just nice but who knows that they're so sick!! They win me hands down no joke. And they all like bubble tea??? Omg I didn't know guys drank bubble tea.
House party was quite lame hahaha we had BLUES CLUES! And I think the sch blouse is overly thick I never fail to drench my shirt everyday!!! Like the crescent blouse better although it's translucent but who cares it's less thick. And there's a shirt pocket!!! Mine doesn't have!! Sigh I alw put things in my shirt pocket. Like money. Like my name tag. Like rubbish. HAHA.
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| I need to be friendlier to everyone.
Today Haozhi asked me if I'm the gentle gentle nua nua kind in np and I was like no, I even did parade commanding!!! So for the whole of today he has been bugging me to randomly shout baris sedia in sch. I think I've lost the ability to command I suck.
But whatever it is I hope I get closer to everyone in my class soon. Seems like I'm onlytalking to a few people!!! I like to talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk okay. No wonder I can drink a lot of water in sch without gg to the toilet hahaha all the water evaporates from my mouth.
Why do I keep thinking of you when I don't even know you.
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| I finished sch at 11.25 today. Stoned. Went to the sch library (puts Crescent's to shame but I still luv Crescent's). Tried to reach my locker, barely did, arms aching from trying to reach.
I want to swop lockers. Sam lee refused to swop with me!! I am going to find people who would be nice enough to switch with me (: Why am I alw getting lockers that I cannot reach!! (insert big big angry face)
Nobody will probably believe this but I'm very sure I'm very shy!!! :@ Today I barely talked to any of my classmates. Especially the girls!!! I only talked to a couple of guys because they took the initiative to talk to me HAHA like ask me for my name since I was absent for class bonding.
I don't dare to approach my classmates omg I just quietly follow them?? Okay la I've made a few friends already but I don't understand why I am so scared!!! This is ridiculous. Tmrw I will try talking to more people.
And everyone in my class is so smart?? Like Johnathan's GPA is 3.8??? Srsly I don't even have a GPA la I am such a loser. I am going off to watch tv now I cannot nap I cannot nap I shouldn't nap!
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