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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Okay, am going to summarise this year by month with words and pictures. This year has been full of ups and downs ha ha sigh. But it was eventful and I learnt many things, I think I kinda grew a bit :) Bye, 2011. May 2012 be good!

January:

Some high-class meal we had at a high-class restaurant in HK HAHA. This is one of the dishes we had la. It looks damn simple and innocent right, but actually those are duck tongues!!!!!!! HAHAHA I know it sounds damn gross but it's damn nice!!! I mean like if we can eat frog legs, then why can't we eat duck tongues right? The texture is damn Q and shiok!! Heehee laughing

My cousin made me take this HAHAHA. And my ears were so cold I had to keep my hood up hahaha. 

Basically nothing much, just HK Disneyland and getting used to school. No homecoming photos because I was still in HK during Homecoming. And HK disneyland was super crowded, damn a lot of people from a certain country who kept pushing every one and making hell lot of noise. Anyway HK disneyland is losing money because they waste money doing fireworks display EVERY SINGLE DAY. I think it's also damn ridiculous that before we go in they did a bag check to make sure that we didn't bring our own food and drinks (not even plain water) so that we could buy their overpriced food :( And it's really damn overpriced ok. 

And I think I'm too old for disneyland. Or maybe it was because I was the only kid there. Matthias went too but he's not old enough to take rides with me what. Sighzzz. 

February:

Ms Kwok made this! With her mom! Damn impressive right, it tasted not bad too. Sigh I miss yusheng already!!! HAHA thank God CNY is coming again! Yay got $$$$$$$$$ HAHAHAHA I cheapskate.

Every one getting ready to stir yusheng~

Made a reservation for 20 and got stared at while I sat along with 19 empty seats when Sally went to the toilet hahaha. The 2 of us rushed to Pizza Hut first to make sure we could keep our reservation, haha so desperate. Behind the window is Kirk's OG who gave me weird looks when I sat alone ha ha ha.

Ms Honggggggggg~

Celebrated CNY as a class for the first time (for me la, last year I disappeared after Take 5) and it was not bad! Had pizza hut for lunch and Nina and I went out afterwards. And I remember I didn't get a tan despite being under the sun for so long. Sighhhhh I hate being so white. 

Some stupid thing WQ and Jonsee did for the waitress -_____- BOYS -_______-

Some photos I pasted on the wall after my granny and I swopped rooms. My wall doesn't look like that anymore, most of the photos dropped off HAHAHA sad.

WQ's birthday, we all made him a UNB (Ultimate Nerd Box) and while shoppign for things to put in the nerd box I fell in love with Bras basah popular HAHA looks like I'm a nerd too :)

March:

One of the first few pictures taken using my BB :)

Got my BB on 18 March heehee. And Sally and I still talk like this. Even today. HEEHEE

Asked WQ to take a photo of sally and I and he screwed up. He deliberately zoomed in and he has rly shaky hands. Thank God sally and I are natural beauties so we still look awesome here HAHAHAAHAH :)

Had buffet after CT1 ended and we ate so much nonsense!!! HAHA and I rmb Sally and I were having such a hard time finishing all the gross soba because Jo, Jane and Idk who ordered a portion each and omg there was so much noodles and they tasted soooo horrible :( But yup it was not bad afterall. I like eating after exams end hahahaha. 

Oh and yes I bought my nano in March too~ Still rmb I was freaking out abt the delivery cause I was afraid no one would be at home to receive it! It feels like I've owned it for forever already though. 

April:

Basically just Jane's birthday party, Crescent funfair, PW celebration with my group since we all got A for PW and some random shots because I brought Nathaniel to sch for phototaking. And ridiculous conversations that I always have. 

Sometime I think Sally is damn scary HAAHHA she is so perverted. 

Celebrations at Charlie Brown Cafe at 313@Somerset. Nothing fantastic, but very overpriced HAHAHA so don't eat unless you have damn a lot of money. besides, the food are all frozen food, they just bake it in the oven to heat it up and it's served in an aluminium tray yucks.

Atas cake from Awfully Chocolate. Did you know that Awfully Chocolate was started by a lawyer? haha. 

CRAZY BOYS, FOREVER DOING THIS. Forever camwhoring with my camera hahaha.

Jane's party and funfair on the same day, I rmb it was raining so heavily my shoes got all soaked I had to buy slippers to wear cause it was just wayyyyyyy too gross to wear my shoes. And my mom got lost trying to find the way to Jane's party and she was a bit fed up haha. 

Random shots HAHAHA, a lot more in my computer but mostly damn ugly and unglam so NSFW HAHA. 

May:

WP Rally at Serangoon stadium on 5 May! My first rally haha. Kirk went too but we couldn't find each other and while I was trying to find him I somehow ended up quite in front. He said "I searched high and low but I couldn't find you. I should have searched lower" -_______-

And I'm very surprised at how some people are so rally-savvy. I just sat on grass yknow. HAHAHA sorry, lazy to rotate the photo, you rotate your head ok.

Place where I was a polling agent~ Me cool. HAHA but it was so boring lor. But because of this thing I got to meet FPL AND CYK ok, these 2 people are damn helpful!!!

Mothers' Day celebration at some Popiah Restaurant near SGH. Not bad la, a bit expensive. And my granny can make better popiah. Remember I had a hair cut not too long before that and when my cousin saw me he said I had hair like a ball HAHAHA stupid hairdresser. I should write him a thank you card for giving me lessons on self-esteem. 

SKYPE LAUGHTER CHAIN HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA. This was before GP CT2, btw. Johnson showed Sally, DOM and I the youtube vid and the 2 of them went ballistic and started laughing crazily!!!! This is already one of the clearer pictures, they kept shaking and laughing so hard HAHAHAAH. Crazy. 

Jo's birthday! We gave her a pretty bouquet of flowers and a Cinderella balloon haha. I rmb Jo was so embarrassed she kept trying to hide the flowers. And after a while the petals all dropped off so sad :( 

Other events include CYK's party where I met FPL and very cool people as well as uncool people~ Oh wait we didn't really celebrate DOM's birthday oooooops.

June:

Nothing much actually, basically just mugging, attended 2 funerals..

Went to Malaysia for the first time in a long time and ate very very very cheap and shiok bak kut teh!! Made new glasses too which I regret making sometimes because it makes me look really gross when I wear it with braces. 

Run down place but the BKT is really damn good.

Some high-class restaurant we went to when I went back to Msia for the 2nd time to collect my glasses. My first time eating shabu shabu. Actually I don't find it very fantastic?? Like shabu shabu is quite nice la but it doesn't appeal to me. Don't understand why my mom, her bff and my granny like it so much.

Part of the road where I ate my BKT. 

Studied at the student's lounge at my mom's office during the June holidays. Not bad a view right. But after a while I didn't want to study there because the students there were really ridiculously noisy and weird so yup.

Funeral #1. And I think Matthias looks very handsome here hahaha. 

No photos of #2 because it was too sad a funeral, my uncle died of cardiac arrest... He's what, 45? He sat on the sofa at 5am and just died like that?!?!?! Please treasure every moment and don't forget to pray every day because it's a miracle that you're alive. REALLY. 

Photos taken from post ct2, went all the way to Suntec because we wanted to eat dim sum at Crystal Jade but it was so crowded so we settled for Kenny Rogers. And we had free haagen daz!!!!!! :) :) 1 scoop per person!!!

all the girls that day!

March, June and September are boring months...

July:

HAHAHAHA I can't remember if it was dom or sally who typed this but one of them emailed this to me HAHAHA crazy people. I'm so sane :)

Visited my cous' uncle's place- we didn't visit the plantation cause they decided that my cous car might not be able to drive through the very very uneven roads! I don't even like durian hahaha but they made me eat 1 piece and i nearly puked YUXXXXXXX :( 

Think we ate half of what's here. Or at least ate some and brought back the rest (of the half we took) CRAZY. Our car smelt like durian the entire way home. 

I have no idea what this is but it's next to the house. 

Met up with Kana at Orchard and we walked around! We talked a lot too but we didn't spend a lot of time tgt cause she had to go for a BBQ. Oh and we kept asking the girl standing outside New Look at 313 to take photos for us. The girl asked us if we're locals HAHAHAHAHA omg too suaku already. 

We had brunch at Starbucks~~ A very un-fantastic tortilla wrap haha. 

ICS! HAHAHA and I rmb for one of the racks which had bigger holes Bee stuffed his fingers in the holes and they got stuck and EVERYONE WAS LAUGHING AT HIM HAHAHA. Even Mrs Tui was like Nguyen.... OH MAN I MISS BIO PRACS WITH MEHMEH VON AND BEE!!! Sigh we are such a funky group. 

My birthday! HAHA Actually this is not the entire class leh.. the ninjas disappeared. Anyway this year I didn't do anything special for my birthday haha I didn't even meet up with anybardy~

In fact I had very bad rashes after my birthday :( :( :( And it was sooooo bad I missed 2 days of sch and it was so itchy I was so angry I was close to tears :( Thank God my skin is okay now, but I feel like after that bout of rashes my skin and scalp are very very sensitive now :( I don't even know what caused the rashes, I suspect it's walnuts???? 

August:

August was a little more exciting :)

August I went for WP National Day Outreach and heehee I'm very thankful I went even though I rmb I had a very bad sorethroat then, and I ate 3 Difflam lozenges that day! And I ALMOST lost my ezlink card + condo resident card cause I dropped it at Bishan bus interchange. Thank God someone picked my cards up and returned them!!!!

Oh oh oh and I got to talk to CHEN SHOW MAO and he talked about me on fb HAHAHAHA this is definitely noteworthy!! I'm looking forward to meeting him for MPS :) Btw Pritam Singh is really, really tall it's scary haha. 

Got my iPad and Photobooth was a then obsession ahhaha. Sally insisted that we took a dixiong photo so we did! I don't know why she likes the infrared thing though. AND DOM LOOKS DAMN SCARY IN THE PHOTOS HAHA HE LOOKS LIKE A SERIAL KILLER/ RAPIST.

Mr Tan~ We made him and his gf a shirt each HAHAHA and gave him a collection of his quotes hahaha. Best chem teacher ever~~ 

The quotes. 

Oh teacher's day eve I think? In the morning because I only drink hot coffee in the morning. AND KIRK IS ALWAYS STIRRING MY DRINKS. HOT OR COLD HE STIRS ALL cause he knows I hate it -_____- And yes it must be in the morning because I have the I JUST WOKE UP ugly face hahahaha. 

I know already, I must marry some one with damn bad myopia like >600 degrees so that he cannot see how ugly I look in the morning until he puts on his glasses. And by then hopefully I would have run to the toilet to freshen up HAHAHA. 

After we did our card for Mr Tan we concluded that the periodic table is an object meant for destruction so we took Egoh's laminated periodic table and wrote rubbish on it using whiteboard marker HAHAHA we are so retarded. 

Last PE lesson, we went off to some ulu corner of the track, only to find such a beautiful place. It's damn romantic really. If you minus the fact that there are cameras at almost every corner HAHAHA. 

My cousin got married! HAHA this is the Sg wedding at the church and I rmb I was in a really bad mood that day.. HAHAHA not saying why but yeahhhh. 

Where we had the Msia wedding, in some offshore island of Msia, a really pretty place. Look at how blue the place is!

Sorry I lazy to rotate. Sigh soooo beautiful. 

Huts where we lived in. I shared a hut with matthias and his mom (my cous)

So pretty, so pretty. Must go back again one day.

Went for Mr Tan's organic chem elective. Think Egoh and WQ look like they have a lot of chemistry here~~ HAHA I remember Egoh, WQ and Sally were playing with ice... And when sally attempted to shove ice into my shirt, egoh shoved ice into hers HAHAHA so I didn't get ice in my shirt at all!! Plus we were running and screaming around, thank God Mr Tan didn't scold us. I still have the benzoic acid crystals leh hahaha. I'm so sentimental.

Farewell dinner at Boon Tong Kee which is damnnnn overpriced and all that. Farewell dinner cause it was the last meal we had with my uncle, Matthias and my cous before they all left Sg. Yuppp. But yah BTK is damn cheat money I don't even know why my mom chose that place -_- usually she keeps condemning it. 

Oh and at Msia I had an eyecandy heehehehehehe he is soooo charming and so nice and not bad looking!!! And RICH (I only found out this month that he lives in a big big big bungalow at Serangoon). He's a pilot btw HAHAH. But he smokes and he is very old. AKA that's why he's only an eyecandy hahaha. In fact he's probably the person I eyecandied for the shortest time ever haha. 

September:

Discussing about buffets even before prelims ended. DOM is really strange. 

Studied for prelims, nothing much, pretty boring! Sally watched her first movie in a Sg cinema. Up till now she refuses to watch a movie in SG cinema again and I understand why because Sally cannot stop talking in the cinema HAHAHAHAHA. 

All of us who went out that day~~ And I just realised we have a horrible background HAHAHA. And someone I cna't rmb who made me take a photo by myself with the movie poster. Sigh I don't have friends with benefits okay!!!!

The boys~

The girls~ Why do nina and I + jo and sally look so lovey dovey?? Mehmeh looks v guai and egoh looks like a floating head.

We went out again when Prelims really ended - we went to eat sushi buffet when we had 1 more paper left but a weekend to study for it haha. We went to Saybons which is damn overpriced and not very nice..... I won't go back again I think. 

Went mtn climbing!

People from our class who went hiking that day!

All of us who went hiking that day! 

Photos taken before I fell... I lost my balance and I fell + rolled down one step :( I had very very bad scrapes on both my shins and I hurt my ankle :( Up till today I don't know if my ankle is fully recovered HAHAHA I didn't even see a dr and my shins don't look the way they were before the fall :( But omg it was so bad ok I kept wincing when I showered because it was sooooooo painful. But the boys helped me carry my things la very nice haha. And flies were flying around my bad scrapes when we sat at the pavilion to rest. 

Btw I have no idea how I could continue walking after I fell because the next day I couldn't walk properly at all hahaha I just stayed in bed all day, watching dramas. 

Best part? 2 days later I went cycling with the class. 

The bangla did a good job taking this photo.

I remember I rode a tandem bike with Kirk first, and halfway he swopped with Jonsee (I don't know and can't rmb why) and I rmb Jonsee forgot to look at the ground and we nearly fell when the tyre got stuck in a hole and I had a big big bruise on my knee hahaha. 2nd injury in 3 days! I'm so retarded.

I need to learn how to cycle, I tried a few weeks ago and I failed, sigh :( Btw we cycled idk 15km that day issit? HAHA we so fiiiiiiiiit. But I wasn't tanned I was sad :(

Oct:

Unofficially graduated from rjc~

Grew fatter while studying for A levels because we kept eating sighhhhhhh. HAHAH I don't know who drew that but I love redcurrant puffs!!! And DOM lied to me, he said he wouldn't tease me if I gave him the puffs but he teased me anyway :( 

Daddy's birthday dinner! I remember I immediately showered and slept when I went home that day haha.

Last chem lecture, slide full of puns and words HAHAHA. Can't believe she actually thought of that herself. 

Farewell Assembly + Egoh's birthday!

DOM KEPT PHOTOBOMBING THAT DAY UGHHHHHHH. And Jo gave egoh a heart shaped balloon :)

Luncheon at the ISH. The food was not bad but I hardly ate hahaha. 

I look so ridiculous here cause Nina pounced on me HAHAHAHA. 

Sally wrote cards for everybardy and took this chance to make fun of me. Sigh jokes, jokes. I am forever getting teased HAHAH. But I am forever teasing too so it's okay :)

Ms K's note to me. Am I uniquely optimistic? Really? I don't know. 

The weird, perverted-looking photographer took this for us. Up till now I still think his ideas for phototaking were really really strange. Poor Mr Tan. 

BROMANCE, THE 3 OF US. HAHAHAHA.  

 

Egoh's church friends and us surprised her at her house! 

All of us who surprised her that day! Before her friends smeared her face with cake.  

HAHAHA we bought her a cake. I don't know why egoh has a mirror on her study table.. So vain hahahaha. 

So after we graduated we found this empty space and we studied there 6 days a week (Mon - Sat) hahaha. 

Brought chocolates to sch one day and gave to people who matter and sally folded this for me hahaha. After she made me upset by teasing me. 

Evidently the Student Coucil President has his fair share of craziness. He actually called it a thesis???? HAHAHA crazy. 

Von and I are forever being retarded via sms hahahaha we are so cute right!!! Btw I don't even know what we were typing haha we just scrambled my fingers across the keypad. 

Spent most of Oct studying.................................. SADLY. 

Nov:

Nov is the most boring month ever, I didn't go out for fun or whatever, spent most of it studying or trying to study... Since A levels were from 8 Nov to 1 Dec, obviously Nov was outstandingly lacklustre. 

But I had my personal revival during Nov and I witnessed God's touch on my life for a first time in a long time. 

Studying at where we always studied. Did up that formation when it started raining heavily and there were strong winds hahaha. 

25 Nov, went to church for Miracle breakthrough. I was in church on time but when we went there was only space at the 4th floor... CRAZY right so crowded. But I enjoyed the service very much :')

Although I hardly went out in Nov, I had a lot of stupid conversations with people. In fact i sent damn a lot of messages in Nov, like what, 4314 messages from 14 Nov to 13 Dec? 

Dom says: Indian marry chinese, every kid is a surprise. HAHAHA I saw the family at the clinic when i fell sick before the bio paper 1 :(

HAHA Siying is damn crazy?????? I'm the green one btw I have no idea why farting in my face means she loves me. 

HAHAHA I am an Indian baby magnet :) 

HAHA sam fell sick so I was talking to her and somehow we started talking in cantonese. If you can understand our conversation, you are pro HAHAHA. 

HAHAHAHA VON AND HER SISTER DON'T HAVE TO TAKE DNA TEST TO SEE IF THEY'RE SISTERS OK. THEY ARE DEFINITELY SISTERS. 

Talked to Jess for the first time since March I think and hahaha she was stressed too. 

I already said I had a lot of stupid conversations in Nov hahaha. I'm the green one. 

HAHAHAHA I am always being mean to sally. BUT HI SALLY I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU. 

Dec:

MY MOST EXCITING MONTH SINCE A LEVELS ENDED!!

Photos taken in chronological order:

3 Dec

5 Dec

6 Dec:

8 Dec:

9 Dec:

10 Dec:

My door with photos HAHAHA. And the TAN JING HUI KIMBERLY sticker which I had to stick on my shirt during OP. 

12 Dec:

MINDS cafe! Don't know if I'll ever go there again hmmmmm. 

13 Dec:

Siying~

Sam~~

At macs at scape.

14 Dec:

Expensive BKT :( We took a photo with the boss!!! We're gna be rich and famous. 

Chained rabbit :((( There were at least 3 i think. 

15 Dec:

What a pretty place- yes lazy to rotate photos!

16 Dec:

Penang buffet with my family + cous :) Superrrrr shiok. But I didn't really enjoy eating cause I had dental in the morning and M went crazy and he embarrassed me in front of the dental nurse :(((((( UGH. 

Didn't go out on 19, 20, 22, 23 because I got pangsehed HAHAHAHA. Except 23 which I pangsehed people. 

21 Dec: 

Met Von at Hougang and chilled in the day~ Before heading to MBS and Suntec.

Squad outing~~

MBS~

Didn't go out on 24 and 25 either. That week was srsly crazy I stayed at home until I almost died. 

Sigh I forgot to take photos with Viv when we went out on 26 :( 

27 Dec:

Look at the hotels and houses. No wonder we were all broke in the end :(

Pavel. HAHA we had to keep him outside the house in case he attacked the monopoly money ahhaha. He kept walking around us that day, my head got whacked by his tail many many times.

Every one had many many houses. I only bought 1 cause I kept landing in people's houses or on Chance and Community Chest -___- Then johnson decided to be nice and sold me a house hahaha. 

Flowers~

I wanted to take a photo of the tiles but Jonsee unintentionally gave a shocked expression when his tiles collapsed HAHAHA epic. 

Pavel licked mehmeh awwwwwwwwww :')

Keona is sooooo cute :) I don't rmb being so cute when I was 8 :(

28 Dec:

Best dim sum ever.

The boys, my bros HAHAHA. 

Fire at Punggol / Sengkang??? Idk I came home and I saw this so I quickly snapped a photo hahaha. Shaky hands sigh. 

29 Dec:

Lunch with a close friend and dinner with J & E, didn't take photos hahaah cause we were all busy talking + I was too lazy to bring my dslr out. I refuse to take photos with my digital camera now. I now find the quality of photos taken by digital cameras very lousy HAHAH shit. 

30 Dec:

Lunch with my bros again, this time garry and keller. 

Only a few photos taken and 1 uploaded because the waitress stopped us from taking photos -_____- and we were all dressed like idk what cause we were at Hougang hahaha. When Kel was like EH WANNA GO ION? G and I were like HUH WEAR LIKE THAT GO ION? HAHAHAHA exactly...

OKAY I HAVE SUCCESSFULLY SUMMARISED THE HIGHLIGHTS OF THE ENTIRE YEAR. HI ALL MY FRIENDS READING THIS, WO AI NI, THANKS FOR HAVING SUCH A HUGE IMPACT ON MY LIFE. GOD BLESS, HAPPY NEW YEAR. 


Sunday, October 30, 2011

Shifted!!

Am now at tanjinghui.wordpress.com


Sunday, October 23, 2011

In the past, whenever I had to get something off my chest really desperately I would blog. Then I realised that blogging was too open, too public so I resorted to Twitter. Then I locked my Twitter, made sure I only accepted people who are/were super close to me and a couple of acquaintances who can't be bothered with my daily ramblings. But neither is working now.

I can't ramble on Twitter now because recently I just talked to Jeremy and I asked him for some help on some issues and now I don't dare to tweet about it because I don't him to know too much, or I don't want him to ask me questions. Even though he's been kinda helpful. Another reason why I don't dare to bug him too much is because he is attached and I don't want his gf, L to get angry HAHA Idk. From his tumblr I think he really likes her a lot and she likes him a lot too. To play safe I am going to keep a distance away from him. 

Can't blog too much either because I have no idea who reads this, as much as I've been trying to keep this under wraps but I'd never know right? The number of visits I get fluctuate so much I have no idea who's reading all my nonsense. And there are also weird people who misunderstand my nonsense- I just got unreasonably interrogated by DOM on Wed..? Crazy boy. 

Anyway tanjinghui.tumblr.com is back. I unlocked it because I realised it was too tiring to handle a locked tumblr (long story) so I'm just not going to bother. 

Today R just told me she broke up with S before prelims. I realised that most break-ups happen at the WORST times. Times when you need anything but something upsetting and that's when someone decided to bail out on you and leave you. Idk I was sincerely happy for R when she got attached because I think it's really very very heartening to realise that someone out there likes you so much and wants to be with you, care for you, spend time with you. But I guess most guys at this age are not up for anything so emotional so her r/s didn't end on a good note. 

Doesn't help that Jeremy embellishes his tumblr with all his fears of losing L and how much she means to him. 

So messy isn't it. Everything is so messy. 

Not too long ago I was just drifting off.. I KEEP DAYDREAMING/DRIFTING OFF THESE DAYS and I just realised it must have been difficult for _. After hanging out with _ I realised I changed a lot? In Sec 3 I got closer to God, did quiet time, started to think of others, started to do better in school, in my cca, and basically I started being on better terms with a lot of people. _ must have been very accommodating. Weird how it only struck me now that it's difficult to hang out with my sec 3 self. Even though we don't talk now because it's just awkward I am still very thankful for the fact that God placed such a person in my life, even if it was only for a short while.

Realised that life's very very complex, intertwined with many issues and facts, and serves to shock you when you least expect it. Perhaps "when it's meant to be it will be" is no longer a suitable excuse for not doing anything, perhaps we need to move around and constantly seek God's word and find His plan instead of sitting down and not doing anything. Perhaps we should just rely on our sense and our impulses, instead of rationalizing every thought. Perhaps. But I don't have the balls to do that. What if I don't dare to rock the boat, or leave the shore. What if I'm contented with not knowing that there are other oceans, what if I want to live in my little bubble? 

What if life's already all scripted out and all that's lacking is an actor, then should we all just take on the roles? Or should we deliberate, and wait for better roles? Will these roles ever come? What if it all boils down to that one and only option, the one that I don't want? Life is so unpredictable, so blurry, so complicated. 

Ok God says don't worry, his plans will give me a hope and a future. I shall get back to studying now. 


Saturday, October 22, 2011

Okay. Typing this on the bus because I can't do anything else without feeling awfully giddy afterwards (omg I typed afterwords instead, this must be the aftermath of doing too much Math.)

Okay so my mom + granny are off for their first trip this week. They left this morning to meet my mom's bff and her bff's mom and the 4 of them will go to the resort at Msia together. My dad being very hapz is out and I'm heading home from tuition. I cannot believe I'm the youngest at home. I associate youth with vitality and "hapz" but I am none of the aforementioned. Such is life.

By now you should realise that I am trying (very hard) to type in proper sentences with proper grammar. I have realised that the standard of my English is appalling and I need to raise it back up. I think the standard of my English has been going down "free-fall" style after PSLE.

Okay so my mom turns 5_ today! Not saying her age because a woman's age is always a secret. My neighbour baked her a big and very heavy blueberry cake which is sitting in a box, which is sitting in a bag, and the bag is sitting on my big fat lap in the bus.

I want to eat chips!!!! I haven't eaten them in a long while. The last time I ate any was right after prelims ended. Ok I am starting to get giddy because the bus driver is driving recklessly.

Have been spending every single day from Monday to Friday in school, had dinner in sch on Wed and Fri and I must say we get too much food for a $1. The parents from RPA are rather strange though and verbally slaughter anyone who pays the $1 in any other ways other than giving them cash or a golden $1 coin. They call it "the golden one" and Von has concluded that they can't count money the moment you give them more than 1 coin. I agree.

I guess that's normal, afterall. If I were so rich I wouldn't even be handling coins because I'd be handling thick wads of cash and a thick stack of credit cards instead. But do not underestimate the power of coins. Who says 5 cents is too little to make a difference? 2 5 cents make up 10 cents. 10 cents is what you need to talk on the payphone for 3 minutes. You could make a call to ask for more money, you know?

This is so pointless, I am being retarded as per usual.

Yesterday after lunch while Kirk and Johnson were watching Youtube videos, I took the liberty to save odd photos in Kirk's phone from tumblrisforderps.Tumblr.com. I saved a few photos and one of them had an ugly woman in it.

Kirk: She's darn ugly. Wait she looks like you!

After which he also said I am as delusional as those weird X-factor contestants who embarrass themselves during the auditions. They are really crazy btw, they sing like monkeys (do monkeys even sing?!?!?!) and yet expect to make it big by singing?????

Stupid. I know fully well that I'm not ugly please... I may not have the most delicate and pretty features but my eyes, nose, mouth, ears etc are at the correct place and none of them are too small or too big. In other words, I know I look normal. But yah I was upset anyway because he's the 3rd person to call me ugly!!!!!!!!! Zzzz my mom calls me ugly quite often ha ha ha, MC called me ugly once and now Kirk. Please don't tell me I am delusional and my eyes ears nose mouth are not at the correct place!!! Zzzzz

But anyway I was just telling my mom that I don't dare to go home alone late at night because there's construction around my area and I'm very scared of those construction workers who are sexually frustrated... And on top of that, my ugly face is not displayed due to the lack of light at night and this increases my vulnerability!!! Not to mention most construction workers are not very fair and not only can they not see my face I can't see them at all.

Btw I have an affinity for Indian men and banglas~ HAHAHAHA. Which really sets me into thinking if I am really going to marry an Indian. But I think my conservative dad might flip like a roti prata HAHAHA. My mom has a good impression of Indians so yah no problem HAHA.

Anyway just when I was running out of entertainment, Kirk introduced "Whose line is it anyway" to me and omg it's mega funny!! I was laughing so hard yesterday. Shall watch some later heehee.

Ok I am srsly super giddy now, the bus is shaking like kkkkkkkkkkkkrazy! Bye!


Thursday, October 20, 2011

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OMG MY EYES ARE WET NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH I cannot believe that Jerene Sim (Kana's Chem teacher in Sec 4, JS is also my chem teacher's BFF in sch) got proposed to in sch!!!!!!!! OMG HER BOYFRIEND JUST LIKE PLANNED SOMETHING SECRETIVE AND WORKED SOMETHING OUT WITH THE STUDENT COUNCIL PEOPLE and AIYA JUST WATCH THE VID OK AND HE KNEELED DOWN AND PROPOSED TO HER.

Omg so romantic and nice my eyes are wet HAHAHAHA omg........ Sian this is the nth romantic proposals I've come to know of.

Of course one of the best I've heard was the one which he proposed to her in mid-air when they were parachuting or something!!!!!!!! OMG SO EXCITING RIGHT.

Another was the one when the couple were sitting by the river and the guy got his few friends to rent a kayak??? And they kayaked past the couple with the sign WILL YOU MARRY ME. HAHA so cute!!!!!!!!!! 

The xiaxue one is not bad too!! Everytime I watch her wedding proposal vid I feel so happy for her!!!!! 

SIGH I AM SO TOUCHED BY JS'S BOYFRIEND HOW COME SOOOOOO SWEET?????? 

Today I was just telling a few people that I'm damn scared I won't find a husband!! Not because I need a man very desperately la but if you haven't realised, I have no siblings, not close to my relatives except those few cousins, my parents are very old already and I have no idea how long they will be by my side (v sad I know, my parents are aging so much!!). I am not cursing my parents ok (CHOY TOUCH WOOD) but when I'm thirty my parents would alr be super oldddddddddd.

I just want to make sure that at least I have someone around in the house, someone to be part of my family yah basically just someone la, someone to listen to my crapzxzx and bear with my nonsense while I bear with his nonsense. I can't rely on a friend cause my friend will get married right? even if she doesn't(CHOY!!!!) it's still different, we're not a family per se and it's not recognised by the law, there's only so much I can do for her and she for me.

Sigh and if God has already planned a soulmate for everyone, I don't understand why some people are still single? Like they don't even have a girlfriend/boyfriend. 

OK I KNOW IT'S SO SILLY TO THINK OF SUCH THINGS RIGHT NOW but stilllllllllll.

Everyday I look at my sch work and I SOMETIMES think I'd be happier at home cleaning the house and feeding my cute babies. AND THEN I THINK OF LIONEL and I change my mind. WHY MUST LIFE BE SO TIRING??????

Sigh I have nothing to say already but since I rarely blog these days this post ought to be more content loaded. Ok i am going to talk about what I think should be found in/on a man.

1. Manners. NOTHING IS MORE IRRITATING than bad manners. Can't stand people who don't say thank you and sorry. A well-mannered person is admirable. 

2. Cannot speak vulgarities!! The max I'd accept is what I always use- shit, shit you, i'm screwed, freak, what the hell, wahlao wahpiang. that's about it.

3. Smell nice/dont stink. SMELLY PEOPLE ARE BAD.

4. Self-confidence!!! Haha this is v impt. Must be v self-assured to the extent that he sounds a BIT, yes only a BIT arrogant. Note I used "sounds" and not "is". the last thing I want is to hear a man complain about how inadequate he is. NO OK C ANNOT.

5. Must be a Christian/ free-thinker. Of course Christian then good la but if I really like him and he's free-thinker then I also boh bian right. But at least I can try to convert him. 

6. Smarter / less stupid than me. I need to feel like I can depend on him entirely you know??? And not be a worrywart. 

7. TALLLLLLLLL. I like tall people. I realised that all my good friends since pri sch have been taller than me by quite a bit. most of them are taller than me by like >10cm. 

8. Speak well, write well. By speak well I don't mean speak big words I mean okay grammar. same for write well. 

9. MUST ONLY HAVE EYES FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE, AND TOLERATE ALL MY NONSENSE WHEN I AM CRAZY. 

Btw I locked my new tumblr HAHAHA yay. I just changed the url of my old tumblr to kimberlytan.tumblr.com HAHA tanjinghui.tumblr is now locked~



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